This week I am sticking my nose back into the large Mary-El box. My friend Gregory E. is coming over and we will hopefully have a good talk about this deck. I can use a few pointers :)So here is a little something about Death:
I feel, the Mary El Tarot deck has 3 Death cards
Death of the ego:
To me this card does not show the usual Death and transformation we see in other decks.
This one: Death of the ego, bringing a serene androgynous balance between passions and knowledge on the one side and the feelings of love, attachment and personal preferences on the other.
What then grows is the true wisdom of non attachment symbolized in the flowing white hair that extends beyond the card into infinity.
The eyes are not dead. They are black pools that have seen it all.
10 of cups:
We all have the 10 of wands inside us, racing ahead, in time, towards the inevitable end of our mortal existence while fighting to keep alive- praying the wild ride is not over sooooo soon. Re-incarnation you ask? Honestly: Are YOU ready for it, RIGHT NOW! This minute?
Or would you rather ride the red Horse of escape?
Get the transplant, get the chemo, Not go on the Titanic, whom we all know, is doomed…..
We love Life and we do not want it to end. Not now anyway, (not ever….)
Welcoming the end of the ride?
We are not “there yet”
We will be, some day, when life feels like pacing the mortal cage.
When we are, we are, where the XIII is now.
But before? No, before we are there, we are this, and we have a lot of spunk in us – yet……
This card to me shows all our will to survive, our biological fear of death, the Death we carry inside us from the moment of conception.
10 of Swords:
The Grim Reaper:
This would make a magnificent single Death card for any other deck!
Is it the proverbial Grim Reaper or is it Morgana le Fey, out to collect the fallen soldiers from the battlefield?
Is it us, you -or me getting up the gumption to take out the scythe and cut all the dross out of our lives? Piles of Tarot decks we do not relay use, oooold boyfriends, who-s kiss tastes stale, bosses bubbling caustic venom….. Al that…. It is ready to be cut of since quite a while. When you pull this card, will you dare to – – become the Grim Reaper yourself – and cut it? All of it! Quick, merciless and efficient…?
Before this crazzzzy ride is over, we have a decision to make:
Our mortal hull –
Will we give it to the Worm Mother to recycle – or to the Phoenix and his eternal flame